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01:48pm 27/12/2018
  This is going to suck. I guess i burned my bridges and will die alone.  
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06:16pm 29/08/2014
  My hear is completely broken. I am getting too old for this shit.  
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03:14pm 06/07/2012
  L I V E J O U R N A L ! ! !  
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the water's high, the water's high, i know, my love.   
06:06pm 13/01/2010
  God damnit. Can anything NOT suck ass right now?  
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congratulations, bradfitz.   
02:48pm 08/04/2008
  your site is unpopular enough to not be blocked at the oregon employment department's office.  
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one   
10:05am 13/12/2007
  This is miserable.
My disposition went from miserable to desirable, and back again in like, three weeks.
I keep getting job offers in Seattle because I registered that I lived in Washington on some website. Should I relocate? Perhaps. But I despise Seattle.
Also, all my new songs will be under the moniker "Fool Killer" in an obscure Marvel comic reference.
"the Entrails of the Last Priest" no longer exists. R.I.P.
I love you, but i can give up if you want me to. I mean, as in not calling at 4:30am. I want to be your friend but...I have nightmares of you fucking other people...Also, I am an idiot. I really want her to not fuck this new guy.
11:08am 26/11/2007
  i had more voicemails in the two days my phone wasn't working than i did in the past three months that i've had my phone.
but most of them were from someone i care about immensely.
so it's ok!
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i told you i would return, when the robin makes his nest, but i ain't never comin' back   
01:20am 22/10/2007
  why am i checking my cell phone coverage at my eugene apartment?
why do i do this to myself?
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huffin' from the Bart bag   
11:10pm 10/10/2007
  hm. yeah.
i'm trying to accomplish many tasks at once. every time i see a commercial about something that reminds me of someone, i turn into a doucheface.
11:53pm 04/10/2007
  so i tattoo instructions on my ass, that say 'don't ever put this body in a casket', burn it and put the ashes in a basket, and throw them in the puget sound, i don't ever want to be underground  
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when we're not together now or ever always remember that i love you   
01:56am 01/10/2007
  there are roughly four thousand reasons i'm miserable and only one reason that i am happy.
but hey, at least i've got something to be happy about.
the red lights mean you're leavin', the white ones mean returnin'   
07:37am 24/09/2007
  regardless of what you think of mine and elle's relationship, i really was the happiest i've ever been when i was with her.
which is kind of sad.
jesus, am i ALWAYS sad?
i forgot this journal resembles a long drawn out suicide note.
cheer up, asshole!
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thank god no one i know reads livejournals anymore...   
01:32pm 18/09/2007
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02:04pm 19/07/2007
  Once upon a midnight dearie
I woke with something in my head
I couldn't escape the memory
Of a phone call and of what you said
Like a game show contestant with a parting gift
I could not believe my eyes
When I saw through the voice of a trusted friend
Who needs to humor me and tell me lies
Yeah humor me and tell me lies
And I'll lie too and say I don't mind
And as we seek so shall we find
And when you're feeling open I'll still be here
But not without a certain degree of fear
Of what will be with you and me
I still can see things hopefully

But you
Why you wanna give me a run-around
Is it a sure-fire way to speed things up
When all it does is slow me down

And shake me and my confidence
About a great many things
But I've been there I can see it cower
Like a nervous magician waiting in the wings
Of a bad play where the heroes are right
And nobody thinks or expects too much
And Hollywood's calling for the movie rights
Singing "hey babe let's keep in touch"
Hey baby let's keep in touch
But I want more than a touch I want you to reach me
And show me all the things no one else can see
So what you feel becomes mine as well
And soon if we're lucky we'd be unable to tell
What's yours and mine the fishing's fine
And it doesn't have to rhyme so don't you feed me a line

But you
Why you wanna give me a run-around
Is it a sure-fire way to speed things up
When all it does is slow me down

Tra la la la la bomba dear this is the pilot speaking
And I've got some news for you
It seems my ship still stands no matter what you drop
And there ain't a whole lot that you can do
Oh sure the banner may be torn and the wind's gotten colder
Perhaps I've grown a little cynical
But I know no matter what the waitress brings
I shall drink in and always be full
My cup shall always be full

Oh I like coffee
And I like tea
I'd like to be able to enter a final plea
I still got this dream that you just can't shake
I love you to the point you can no longer take
Well all right okay
So be that way
I hope and pray
That there's something left to say

But you
Why you wanna give me a run-around
Is it a sure-fire way to speed things up
When all it does is slow me down

But you
Why you wanna give me a run-around
Is it a sure-fire way to speed things up
When all it does is slow me down
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02:12am 08/06/2006
  no more bitching. i'm just going to do something about my shitty situation. forilla. it's not really that unfixable anyway.  
04:27pm 25/04/2006
  So, yeah. I guess what I should have done is post sober instead of drunk. I've been sober since 4/21!

I miss Elle and I fucked up and I'm trying to get better, and I hope there's a chance somewhere down the line.

Junkies be damned to hell.

Elle rocks I, uh, don't.
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08:39pm 21/04/2006
  Throwing around a football on your birthday is totally way cooler than having a girlfriend you love and have sex with.

Oh fuck YEAH!
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03:47pm 20/04/2006
I met a cool heroin addict in rehab I might spend my birthday with.
Heroin addicts are awesome.

But probably not.
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07:07pm 10/04/2006
  Dear Jesus,
When I'm done writing this letter I'm gonna throw it in the garbage.
'Cause at least the garbage is real!

Stay real, Garbagehead!
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12:39am 05/04/2006
  I know I'll be fine. But I'm homeless and I hurt the only person I've ever loved.

Totally not so awesome.

Not tits. At all.