crushkilldestroy (redelephant) wrote,

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refuse to rest assured...

I belong in the gutter.
I'm sorry.
For everything.
I probably fucked up a good relationship. (one I wasn't involved in)
I didn't intend to.
I'd like to apologize to the both of you.
I hope things can be worked out.
I'm done trying to better myself.
I am what I am.
Deal with it.
Maybe the one thing that kept me stable is the one thing that's killing me.
And maybe that's why it kept me stable.
No threats of suicide,
no blaming this on anyone else.
I'm not going to directly kill myself,
and this is all my own fault.
Don't forgive me.
You've all been great.
I don't deserve your sympathy anymore.
Let it go.
I'm a lost cause.
Enjoy me while I'm here.
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