I'm not sad.
I'm not lonely, though I'm sick of being alone.
I just want someone that makes me smile, and although I know dating Mandy would be a really bad idea, and impossible at this time, at least she made me smile during the short time we spent together. And I didn't mean that in a dirty way.
Life is good, it would just be better if I had someone I cared for to spend it with for awhile.