crushkilldestroy (redelephant) wrote,

This is not a fucking poem.

I'm tired of settlings for girls I don't really like, and I'm tired of falling for girls that are settling for me.
My dad always said "there's a happy medium". Well, what if I already found it and I lost it?
I dealt with the happy medium for almost 2 miserable years. There were more good times than bad, but the bad outweighed the good and everything got royally fucked. So where the fuck does the perfect balence lie? Is it possible to find someone exactly equally flawed as you are? Or do people's personalities mismatch like fingerprints and no one is exactly the same? Why was I born so codependant? I can't even fill out this resume on my own. I don't know what to say on it, I need a right to my right, a zig to my zig, an up to my up.


I miss selling my soul just to have someone near me when I need them.
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