It's not a depressing song, really.
I literally went into psycho-masochistic rages during fits of listening to this song.
I just used to cut up my hand and listen to it.
I was literally insane then.
How did I become insane to sane so fast? I grew up.
I'm sure people will look at this and say "oh, stop feeling so bad for yourself".
Well, if you'd felt what I felt, you wouldn't be so judgemental.