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Thursday, May 3rd, 2001
12:34a - I'm not attempting to be dramtic...
...but I apologize in advance for what I plan on doing today ruining anyone else's week.

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12:52a - so please forgive, what I have done, no you can't stay mad at the setting sun...
I rock it.

current mood: depressed

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1:09a - I know I've pasted these lyrics before...
No Lies, Just Love

It was in the march of the winter I turned 17
that I bought those things
I thought I would need
and I wrote a letter to my family
said it's not your fault
and you've been good to me
just lately I've been feeling
like I don't belong
like the ground's not mine to walk upon
and I've heard that music
echo through the house
where my grandmother drank
by herself
and I sat watching a flower
as it was withering
I was embarrased by it's honesty
so I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
not this fucking wreck
that's taken it's place

so please forgive what I have done
no you can't stay mad at the setting sun
we all get tired I mean eventually
there's nothing left to do but sleep

but spring came bearing sunlight
those persuasive rays
so I gave myself a few more days
my salvation it came, quite suddenly
when Justin spoke very plainly
he said "Of course it's your decision,
but just so you know,
if you decide to leave,
soon I will follow"

I wrote this for a baby
who has yet to be born
my brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
cause it's cold out here
and it'll be quite a shock
to breathe this air
to discover loss
so I'd like to make some changes
before you arive
so when your new eyes meet mine
they won't see no lies
just love.
just love.

current mood: awake

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1:00p - ladies, prepare to swoon!
Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating
do you understand
do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning
an eternal flame

I believe its meant to be darling
I watch you when your sleeping
You belong with me
do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name
sun shines on the rain
A whole life is so lonely
And than you came
and eased the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

current mood: Romeorotic

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