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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2001
Ok, well, if you're going to keep ignoring me, that will be your choice.
I just wanted to say a few things to you before it was too late.
I spent the best year and a half of my life with you, and I want you to forgive me for everything shitty I did to you.
You did quite a few shitty things to me, too. But I will always remember you as a beautiful person. And I only remember the good times we had together. How we used to talk baby talk to eachother before we went to sleep.
I fucked things up, but that doesn't mean we have to hate eachother.
It doesn't mean we have to try to hurt eachother by talking about our post-us relations.
This is all immature and idiotic. I miss having you in my life. If you don't miss me, well, at least I got my two cents spent.
I guess the most healthy option here is to sever all ties, but I'd hate for that to happen.
You're the most significant person to ever enter my life. You've changed me.
I don't want it all to be all for nothing.
That being said, contact me if you want to ellaborate. If not, at least I finally spoke my mind.

current mood: lamenting

there's nothing wrong with a little boy-boy action.

Ok, the funny part about that was I didn't mean to post it, I meant to post it as a comment on someone else's journal. I just went back and added this part explaining myself.

It actually gave me my first actual hystarical fit of laughter in ages.

Now I will return to my depression.


current mood: mediocre

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It appears I now have a bike ride ahead of me, scorching sun be damned.

current mood: embracing death by heat stroke

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I have to admit that ALF made me cry today.

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Lil Romeo is a good basketball player.

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