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Friday, July 20th, 2001
9:27a - say so long, good night
it's funny
i chose this song without thinking
i put it on the tape i made her years ago
I was just kind of thinking about how break ups are like saying goodnight on a first date
but i forgot this was one of the songs on her tape
that i made her
because i fucked things up
the same way i fucked things up now
I'm taking Damir's advice
but i can't say what it is
it'll seem pathetic to everyone
but i don't care
i think all guys would understand
last night was the last time i do "that thing"

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10:32a - is it bad i only listen to songs about suicide?
give all my things, to all my friends, you'll never step foot in my room again. you'll close it up, board it off, remember the time that i spilled the cup, of apple juice, in the hall, please tell mom this is not her fault

oh, and I'm not suicidal. just sad.

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sitting in the corner I don't know what to think, I can't speak, I sink, a little deeper with ever drink

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it's times like this
that i don't know how i am ever going to get through this
i can't drink away the horrible thoughts in my head anymore
how do you get rid of them otherwise?

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11:07p - Breathing Fine, a song by Jesse
Bleed into my arms
and I'll hold you
until the sunrise
breathe into my lungs
and i'll taste your sweet breath

please don't hate me
if i leave you
before the sunrise

bleed into my arms
and i'll hold you
in the lime light
breathe into my lungs
and i'll taste my own breath

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