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Tuesday, August 7th, 2001
6:46a - I wonder...
What would be thought of me, being the male, if I dumped Cara and immediatly found a new girlfriend, fucked around with them both, then got back with Cara, got yet another new girlfriend, but didn't tell either of them about eachother, then eventually dumped Cara again. Talked a bunch of shit about her to my new girlfriend, then told her I wanted to get back with her, fucked around with her, kicked her to the curb and got back with my new girlfriend. Trhow in the fact that my new girlfriend's fat roomate is so pathetic she talks shit to Cara on Livejournal.
I bet several people who still like Cara wouldn't like me if the tables were turned.
And why?
Because when a guy does that, it seems so much more evil.

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6:53a - and you know what's gross to me?
cheating, lying, leading people on, using people, only caring about yourself.
people like that, to me, are gross.
so fuck you.
fuck all of you.

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9:05a - Jesus motherfucking christ...
People keep reading Toma's livejournal and telling me how much of a grammatically incorrect pseudo intellectual he is, and I'm over that now.
I kind of want people to leave him alone.
I'm sorry, Toma.
Your writing isn't THAT bad.
Don't hold me personally responsable for shit my friends say.

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9:09a - But! A schooling on poetry
Poetry shouldn't always be sensetive.
Poetry can be mean,
bitter
hateful
take it from an aspiring bukowski.

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9:22a - life begins again...
I think this song is the answer to all of life's problems.

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10:25a - I'm all talk again, I'm on top of the world.
I never meant to hurt anyone other than myself.
You know I'm feeling like shit when I list this as my current music.

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2:08p - If posting personal coversations is the next cool thing, I better get on ths bus!
From :
Xmakeshift@aol.com

To :
no1shero@hotmail.com

Subject :
(no subject)

Date :
Sun, 22 Jul 2001 15:27:59 EDT

Reply Reply All Forward Delete Put in Folder...InboxSent MessagesDraftsTrash Can Printer Friendly Version


Hey. Just wanted to say go ahead and call here today when you want to hangout. Its ok to call. Its hot out. Maybe we could go swimming. I wish I
knew where you were.

cara

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2:34p - And on another note!
The god damned christian girl at work just felt the need to remind me my name meant "god exists".

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3:33p - I don't give a fuck if he's smaller or bigger!
I have the potential to get bad as fuck.

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3:50p - I am "gross fucking gross disgusting fucking shit".
Time to let go of the past, and try to just be friends.
Too bad that's not going to be an option.
Not my choice, though.
Though I understand why the decision was made
It was my fault.
Again.
Oh well.

"We climbed the rock cold diamond heart, still beating. And now I'll never know the reason why. Well I'd suspect, you would find the charm in my hand, my eyes reflect your surface very well".
There's my emo quote of the day.

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7:24p
ACCORDING TO TOMA I HAVE A BAR STOOL TO SIT ON AND I NEED TO SUCK SOME DICKS OF PEOPLE FROM "ICR" ON CHANNEL PUNK!
I WOULD HATE TO LET HIM DOWN!
But seriously, what was he saying about some guy jacking me off?
Whack. I think Cara must've been hitting grandpa's cough syrup a little hard when she said that. She tends to get a little whacky on that shit. For real.

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