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Sunday, September 23rd, 2001
3:51a - Could my day get any worse?

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4:09a
You are 35% GAY!


That's less gay than average for someone of your gender and supposed orientation.
The typical straight guy is 39% gay!

Here's how you compare:







people less gay than you (56%)

people just as gay as you (3%)

people gayer than you (39%)

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5:09a
there was this thing about her. this innocence. some sort of intangible feeling that she could do no wrong.
that she'd bring out the best in me.
if i could only just have her for myself, she'd make me feel whole again.
like i had to rely on her to make me feel like my own man, as contradicting as that may sound, it makes perfect sense to me.
this was a different day, and a different me.
this girl isn't anyone i'm interested in anymore.
i look at pictures of her then, though i shouldn't.
and i see someone that no longer exists.
someone i thought i had and never really did.
and now that she's dead and gone, i need something to fill that void.
maybe someone, maybe something.
someone to sleep next to would be a nice start.
living in a house full of people and feeling alone is a weird feeling.
i don't leave my room.
i sit alone and read.
i listen to music
and i think.
about nothing in particular.
She was Jesus to me.

i need someone to pull me out of this dark seemingly bottomless pit of monotony

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7:27a
is it sick of me that I love the mice version of the theme from an american tail?

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