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Tuesday, October 9th, 2001
11:34a - I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance...
I need to stop over-analyzing everything. And bask in the glory of being mediocre, unhappy and unbenaficial to anyone else's happiness.
Some people just have bad luck.
I was happy once, I think.
But I can't remember when or where or why.

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1:47p - naked women
I had a weekend full of nude women.
First, Steve drug me to some fetish party, with promises of hot, nude women. How could I say no?
Half of his promises came through. The women were there, and nude. But also repulsive. There were two or three cute, fully clothed women. One did talk to us, but did not come back for more conversation. We snuck out the back door eventually and ran to his car during a girl's "performance" for which we unknowingly sat in the closest seat possible. Then we went to the Vern and he tried to hook me up with some girl I did not find attractive.

And, on sunday, I went to lunch with my dad and his friend. We went to a strip club. It was traumatizing to see my dad have some stripper shove her tits in his face. And it's hard to eat when there's an ass less than a foot away (unless it's the ass that you're eating).

I drove. My dad's friend offered one of the "dancers" some chew. She looked mortified. It was actually pretty funny.

I hate strip clubs.

current mood: amused

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5:12p - I'm sorry that I'm such a mess...
I just realized I've probably hurt people as badly as I've been hurt, and that's just plain depressing.

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7:17p - on sleepless roads the sleepless go, may angels lead you in...
A friend of mine at work has Lime Disease. I told him to go to the doctor. He could've died. Scary.

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Hear You Me
there's no one in town i know
you gave us someplace to go
i never said thank you for that
thought i might get one more chance

what would you think of me now?
so lucky
so strong
so proud
never said thank you for that
now i'll never have a chance

if you were with me tonight
i'd sing to you just one more time
a song for a heart so big god wouldn't let it live

may angels lead you in
hear you me my friends
on sleepless roads the sleepless go
may angels lead you in

current mood: sad

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7:57p - and on a side note...
I love my job, thank you for getting me it Sarah.
You rock.

current mood: happy now

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