October 17th, 2001

Don't Try Suicide

I'm scared to leave the house
I'm scared to go to sleep
And when I do
I wake up feeling scared

My girlfriend cuddles me
and holds me when I cry
I tell her that I'm scared
ask if she thinks I'll die
She tells me I'm ok
I don't believe her
But it makes me feel better anyway

Can't get myself to eat
trick myself and watch TV
Even when it works
I wake up puking scared

My girlfriend cuddles me
and holds me when I cry
I tell her that I'm scared
She says that I won't die
She tells me I'm ok
I don't believe her
But it makes me feel better anyway
  • Current Music
    Team Dresch-Don't Try Suicide