October 8th, 2002

Kaia Wilson is Jesus.

Oops, I probably did it again...

I wasn't even drunk last night, I was just so fucking tired and I had to stay awake, I was seriously out of my mind.

I can barely remember last night, and I didn't even drink. I remember talking to someone, and I remember who...I'm worried. Oh well, I fuck up a LOT. Sober or drunk. I don't let it get to me anymore.

On a side note, I kind of want to sodomize a certain someone with a bag of razors.
  • Current Music
    Kaia - 16

those crazy nazi's know how to cheer a guy up!

crushdestroyer: I'm dogshit
ForgottenXgirl: yumm
ForgottenXgirl: im german
ForgottenXgirl: we love skat
ForgottenXgirl: :D
crushdestroyer: YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN
ForgottenXgirl: WATCH THAT SCENE
crushdestroyer: DIG IT, DANCING QUEEN!
ForgottenXgirl: oh god youre my hero
  • Current Music
    afi-man in a suitcase

(no subject)

Hey ma, what's up, lets slide, all right, all right
And we gon get it on tonight
You smoke, I smoke, I drink, me too, well good
Cause we gon get high tonight
Got drops, got Coups, got Trucks, got juice, all right
Cause we gon take a ride tonight
So ma, what's up, let's slide, all right, all right
And we gon get it on tonight

fuck it

waltz #2 (xo)



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first the mic then a half cigarette
singing cathy's clown
that's the man that she's married to now
that's the girl that he takes around town
she appears composed, so she is, i suppose
who can really tell?
she shows no emotion at all
stares into space like a dead china doll
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
now she's done and they're calling someone
such a familiar name
i'm so glad that my memories remote
'cos i'm doing just fine hour to hour, note to note
here it is the revenge to the tune
"you're no good,
you're no good you're no good you're no good"
can't you tell that it's well understood
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
i'm here today and expected to stay on and on and on
i'm tired
i'm tired
looking out on the substitute scene
still going strong
xo, mom
it's ok, it's alright, nothing's wrong
tell mr. man with impossible plans to just leave me alone
in the place where i make no mistakes
in the place where i have what it takes
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
  • Current Music
    Elliott Smith Waltz #2 (XO)