December 15th, 2002

went to bed, but i'm not ready, baby i've been fucked already....

Mandy is taking the bus here. Thank God I don't have to drive all the way to Eugene alone.

I have no idea how I am going to deal with my uh, "situation".

I didn't say anything to her I didn't mean.

But she's Mandy. And she will always be associated with the term "Mandy's Little Problem".

Plus, again.. the distance. Plus,'s Mandy. The butt of all my friends and mine's jokes. I just never meant them. Or did I? There's nothing wrong with being a "loose" woman.

Confusion sets in.
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I'll never understand homophobia.

Why the fuck does my atheist dad think homosexuality is "wrong"?

I'm not a fag or anything. I don't crave cock.

Not all gays want to rape your children, dad. Not all gays are horrible people. Fuck you.

I hate this argument. Love who you want to. Fuck who you want to. My dad seems to think that the fact that I have no problem with fags and dykes mean I am one. I'm not. But I don't think it's wrong to fall in love with a member of the same sex. If I ever fell in love with a man, I'd spend the rest of my life with him. It won't happen, but what's wrong if it did? Would he rather me spend my whole life with a wife and kids and live a lie until I finally ate my gun?
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