In my dreams, I am not this person. I'm the person that I want to be. I'm with the person I want to be with. And I can never remember being so happy. I think this was the future I had been headed for for awhile now. But I always seemed to take a wrong turn somewhere along the way.
Now i have to live with the "what-if's" for the rest of my life. And I don't know if I can do that.