crushkilldestroy (redelephant) wrote,

if half of our love would suffice, i often wonder if we'd survive

I wrote a rocking song today, with lyrics I will never remember!

Fights that should never have happened with the one person in this town I see on a regular basis rack the fuck out of my brain. I wonder why they start, and I know it's usually my fault.

I don't want to leave, I'd miss it here.

I miss my friends.

But I'd miss her more if I went back.

My friends don't understand why I left them.

They all expect me to come running right back to Portland as soon as I want to. I don't really want to do anything or go anywhere without Elle, and I don't mean that to sound creepy.

Maybe my ability to change a romantic moment into a brutal fight will help them get their wish.

I hope that won't be the case.

Note to self, the chorus was the subject of this entry.
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